Thursday, March 15, 2012
March 15, 2012
6:43 PM | 
Posted by
Veronica |
My 365...
I am by nature the calmest, most patient and positive person I know. That is who I am. Granted, being of Mexican/Irish decent, I am capable of a temper if pushed to my limit.
This morning I woke up feeling heavy. No, I am not talking about weight here, I am talking about my spirit.
Change! I need change!
I deep cleaned my room, rearranged furniture, cleaned the closet, made some physical changes in my space hoping it would help re-balance my chi.
Nope...still feeling heavy. :*(
So I had a good cry. Maybe I have been holding in the bad stuff for so long I just need a good cry?
No...now I just feel silly and weak.
I have always been a sounding board for the people in my life. I am always the one who says,
Every now and then "the rock" needs to crumble a bit.
Today I am on strike. I am not your mom, I am not your wife, I am not your friend, I am not your sister, I am not your teacher, I am not your maid, I am not your personal chef...I am just me, and I need to be left alone.
I need a moment just to be human for a change. Is that okay with the cosmos?
NO, I am not okay. NO, I don't want a hug. NO, I don't care if this makes you angry. Just NO!
I promise to be back to my regularly scheduled self...tomorrow. But just for today....leave mama alone.
"Rawrrrr....."
My photo of the day....
The house is broken. :*(
In cleaning and going through boxes the other day, I found my Hallmark Christmas house that I purchased years ago. It was in a box of toys, and many of the pieces are missing. The chimney, some of the shutters for the windows, and the balcony railing is broken.
I feel much like this little house today. In serious need of renovation. The foundation is solid, but a new layer of paint, and some fixes here and there and it will be like new! :)
Music I am listening to today...Ivy
Random Link of the Day...I will take a dozen of these please.
Until next time...."It is okay to take a little time for yourself every now and then. The world is not going to come to an end...I promise."
Peace.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Love,
I am by nature the calmest, most patient and positive person I know. That is who I am. Granted, being of Mexican/Irish decent, I am capable of a temper if pushed to my limit.
*explosion*
This morning I woke up feeling heavy. No, I am not talking about weight here, I am talking about my spirit.
Change! I need change!
I deep cleaned my room, rearranged furniture, cleaned the closet, made some physical changes in my space hoping it would help re-balance my chi.
Nope...still feeling heavy. :*(
So I had a good cry. Maybe I have been holding in the bad stuff for so long I just need a good cry?
I have always been a sounding board for the people in my life. I am always the one who says,
"No worries, everything is going to be okay."
Every now and then "the rock" needs to crumble a bit.
Today I am on strike. I am not your mom, I am not your wife, I am not your friend, I am not your sister, I am not your teacher, I am not your maid, I am not your personal chef...I am just me, and I need to be left alone.
I need a moment just to be human for a change. Is that okay with the cosmos?
NO, I am not okay. NO, I don't want a hug. NO, I don't care if this makes you angry. Just NO!
I promise to be back to my regularly scheduled self...tomorrow. But just for today....leave mama alone.
"Rawrrrr....."
My photo of the day....
The house is broken. :*(
In cleaning and going through boxes the other day, I found my Hallmark Christmas house that I purchased years ago. It was in a box of toys, and many of the pieces are missing. The chimney, some of the shutters for the windows, and the balcony railing is broken.
I feel much like this little house today. In serious need of renovation. The foundation is solid, but a new layer of paint, and some fixes here and there and it will be like new! :)
***Doggy Daily***
"I get you mama. In a world full drooling males...us females have to stick together."
Random Link of the Day...I will take a dozen of these please.
Until next time...."It is okay to take a little time for yourself every now and then. The world is not going to come to an end...I promise."
Peace.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Love,
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2 comments:
YAY FOR YOU! :D Took long enough Sis!
LOL, but it sucks! :)
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