Mommy plus Five

My heart is still breaking for the two children I am missing. None of it makes any sense to me since they were loved and nurtured just like their brothers. Life takes strange turns sometimes that are difficult to understand, but there is a reason for everything that happens. Fortunately for me, I have been able to experience a silver lining in all that has gone wrong thus far...so I keep on hoping for a silver lining here.

We have always had a loving family, so I can not fathom that the two that are gone are not missing being a part of the love we have for each other in my family. I am proud of that. It is real, it is "honest" and not pretentious or based on material wealth, it is pure warm forever love that comes with no strings attached and it is so precious to me. And I see more and more that my three sons still with me do not take that for granted for even a second.

It really is a perfect day. It is raining outside, a chilly 42 degree with snow in the hills. A perfect day to snuggle in bed with Miss Lilly and a good book. So that is exactly what I am going to do. I start training for a new client on Monday so I need a nice long weekend of nothingness to clear my mind.

Have a wonderful weekend world, I know my boys and I will! You can't lose with carrot cake and fresh berries served to you by a sweet adorable blue-eyed boy. :)

Until next time...